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Pain is weakness leaving my body...
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July 02 。。。转贴。。。另:我哭,人都走了,记者们留情吧。。。背叛迈克尔的几乎是大半个世界 May 21 Im wasted n I dont know what I am writingi wish I know how to quit you Fuck,
two years seem enough but it did not
i got everything i planned to get
just without you i dont know what to do next...
why God play me this way???
with liquor and cigars you talk to me always and i know that is not true though
i dont look shining no more and i am dead inside
and, SORRY FOR ANYOTHER I HURT, NONE YOU FAULT March 30 all the things i did in 2009 so farHad a new yeay,
Tried to meet old families in new year,
Pissed off frrom the meeting old families in new year,
Tried to publish my book,
Changed the topic of my book,
Left home,
Got compex with my vocabulary book,
Missed home,
Had lanten festivel on my own,
Heard CCTV on fire,
Went to watch the CCTV on fire,
Negotiated with my NO.2 boss,
Tired of negotiating with my NO.2 boss,
Pissed off from negotiating with my NO.2 boss,
Got an assignment on publishing a reading book,
Finished my vocabulary book,
Tried to bodybuid,
Started writing the reading book,
Prepared on my open lecture,
Tired of preparing my open lecture,
Failed my plan of bodybuilt,
Doing my lecture,
Eating with my NO.2 boss,
Pissed off from complaints from clients,
Tried to buy a SUV,
Didnt know buy what kind of a SUV,
Went home,
Played pools with my friends at home,
Negotiated with my boss NO.2 about my promotion,
Studied Spanish,
Decided to buy a forestor,
Couldnt buy a forestor due to insufficient funds,
Decided to save money for my forestor,
Kept doing open lectures,
Didnt get time to study Spanish,
Negotiate with my promotion with Boss NO.1
Pissed off my Spanish teacher,
Quit my Spanish class,
Finished my reading book,
Wanted to buy Sony TT laptop,
Pissed off from delay of my promotion,
Got my new TT laptop,
Asked to revise on my reading book,
Went home,
Played pools with friends at home,
Heard friends getting married,
Pissed off from hearding friends getting maried,
Attened to a forum,
Sneak from the forum,
Doing class in somewhere borrowed,
Doing class in new soho building
Wishing something meaning for comes...
March 09 抄的 很反映现在的心情... 你可以把一只鹤打扮成一只孔雀的样子,但是再鲜艳的孔雀也无法留住鹤的心,它最终还是只会爱上另一只鹤的朴素。而鹤的主人能做的,终究只能是看着它飞远的背影,不无遗憾的尝试释怀或者诅咒命运——此时结尾,也许是个悲剧。 那么,如果活了一辈子,却在临死前发现自己的人生将和谎言划上等号,这会不会是另一种更加深刻的可悲? 如果希望不现实,梦想太幻想,悲剧将是定局,难道还要继续下去吗? 是的,如果这注定是一个悲剧,也就不必再梦想下去了;如果这是一个悲剧,活着也就不必讨论什么意义了;如果这是一个悲剧,那么堕落也就不是堕落了,消沉也就有其理由了;如果这是一个悲剧,那么选择像蝼蚁一样活着,想做什么就做什么,然后在自我麻醉中死去,也是唯一不那么痛苦的结局了。这样的,既然是个悲剧,那也完美的把悲剧演绎到底,TMD谁在乎谁对谁错呢? 谁错了?孔雀错了吗,鹤儿错了吗,鹤的主人错了吗?爱错了吗?孝顺错了吗?活着错了吗?最可悲的悲剧,就是没有人是错的,但结果却错了——小错在某个人,大错在芸芸众生... |
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